An emotional, historical night..

On the eve of a historical day in our country I sit impatient, excited and curious like most. In 24 hours we should know who will lead our country for the next 4 years. Through out all this election I have gone from aggravation to acceptance. Regardless of the outcome I am positive about this election. How exciting to watch two men from different generations and backgrounds who want to change this passionate country of ours. Although I am voting for one specific candidate I will be positive about whatever choice is made. I never thought I would say this but I like both candidates for different reasons. Whatever the outcome is I really hope we all unite a little better than we have in the recent years. We all have our histories and reasons why we choose what we do. We should all respect our judgments and learn from one another, not hate. I love how passionate some of my friends and family have been about their choices. I love how respectful most people are to our differences. I enjoy laughing at the jokes at my party. It’s okay, if we can’t laugh then what is there? But some people have gone over board. I was bashed on a personal level from some of my loved ones. Being told I am stupid, my knowledge is bullshit, my opinions are crap, etc. and embarrassing me in front of family and friends is beyond unacceptable. This is why I am being quiet and not talking to anyone for a while. It is best for my health and state of mind. I have been hurt badly (and btw, no one that reads this is any of these cruel people). I have every right to voice my opinion, argue it on an intellectual level with folks that think different and respect my loved ones own opinions. But we should all respect one another on a human, adult level.

This past week has been a stressful and emotional rollercoaster. Fathers Day 2007 was the last time my dear Poppop ever spoke. His passion in life was politics and when he was ill all he asked was a radio so he could listen to his talk radio. He couldn’t sleep unless he had Fox news in the background. It was a bit crazy, yes.. but that was him. So what did he say the last time he ever spoke? He sat up and reminded all his family to vote this election and of course told us who to vote for, haaaa. Tomorrow morning when I walk into that booth, with my dear Poppop’s spirit with me, I will vote for a man who loved his country and couldn’t be here to do so. I feel for this bittersweet moment for Sen. Obama who also lost his beloved grandmother before this election. Although, I will not be selecting him tomorrow his life story really touches me and I was hoping his grandmother would be here to see all her dedication paid off.

Goodnight, good luck and remember to vote!